Reminder To Future Self

When you read this, you might have read it for a number of times. As you grow older, you will certainly come across this post, and I will be glad if you read it over and over again. This is a mere reminder, an admonition.

By looking at me now ( I mean us), I fear you are not that fit to become a Winner. Your nonchalance gives you quite a trouble, or might I say handful. You could not escape from being infected with the youth disease, procrastinating. I assume it is very hard for you to become a committed person in whatever you are doing. I feel sad for you. I really am.

By every semester, your grades exacerbate your CGPA. Every semester is an acid test for you; you have hard times telling your exam results to mom and dad. I know you just want to make them happy that you just want to tell the good news. They have high hopes on you. I can see that from their eyes and words. You are their brilliant son who will excel in every test that he sits. Your calming words nurture their hope, but I am afraid Time will reveal to them how weak you are. You are weak my friend. Stop giving excuses. Stop looking a problem as if it's somebody's fault.

You must change for good.
Please help yourself.
Please help us.
Please help me.
Please.
Put Allah as your priority, and He will put you as His.

Wedding

Some eyes were looking at me with all fierceness as if derived by the intention of murder. I could not but to stare back at them with a nonchalant gaze. Some friends posed blunt and probing questions, and I ridiculed them straight away in their faces.

I am glad.